Dancer Issues :3

So over the past weekend I went to my senior prom. It was freaking AWESOME!!!!! But one of my friends brought up a question "if im dancing to secular music does that mean im worshiping the world?" this came up because when i worship in my church i dance. Now mind you the dancing in worship and dancing at prom was/is completely different but still it was a good question. My anwser to her was this "Worship is giving praise to god and i give my all when i dance thats why i typically dance to music that doesnt cuss or talk about sex and stuff like that. At prom i danced because A1 i like showing off and B2 its fun and a good work out." Dancing is fun and im sorta rambling but hey thats why you read my page. Random crazy stuff.

I'm Not Backing Down

Hey guys long time no write. Well its been about a year since I talked to you guys and as always alot has changed. So recently I wrote a song for a competition that i'm competing in and I thought I might share it with you guys
  V1

Shining bright before you god
But inside im still in the dark
Lord my passion for you's a fire
Burning for you even higher
I lay me down at your feet
With no power left... To stand

PRE-CHORUS

Im living for you eternaly
Im not backing down
Your always with me

CHORUS

You know me
You love me
You guide me
Lord you made me new

V2

In the past I ran from you
But now i stand arms raised before you
You know all my pains
You cleansed all my stains
And you use them for you gain

BRIDGE

Im not backing down
Im not giving up
Im standing for your glory

Its decent in my opinion and Im looking forward to my competition. Well anyways I just thought you guys might enjoy this

Sincerely Q M Auten

Was jesus alive? Yeah!

Hey guys so I was listening to this sick awesome God dubstep remix on youtube and got into an arguement about whether or not Jesus was real. He claimed that it was all false and not true at all and I sat there thinking you know what I am going to show that guy up. You know prove him wrong so I turned to my dad for help. Well my dad pointed out that if the guy denied that even jesus was real then He was a fool. I realized that I now Alot of atheist and even they will admit the there was a guy named Jesus that lived. I found it interesting that there are people out there like that though.

Stand Up And PRESS ON!!!

So tell me this what would you do if you felt completely thrown out of your youth group by everyone save a few, New not what to do about the oppression you had been facing for the last few weeks. What would you do??? Well me I decided to give it to god and this is what I have seen. I have to stand up and mature through the manure and endure. Sounds Gross doesn't it? yeah but that is what I will do.

Im in a Play!!!!!!!!

Hey guys so Im in a play... WOOP lol. Well the play is called Aida It's pretty cool. So quick synopsis(Snoptis lol) Aida (main cheracter) is a nubian princess and Radamess (lead male) is a captin in the eygptian army and he captures her but does not know she is a princess so he gives her to the princess of egypt Amineris who is also Radamess Betrothed. So When Radamess gets back to eygpt he meets his father , Zoser (ME!!!!), at the docks.Who tells him that Pharos sick ( I poisined him). So As the story progresses R falls in love with Aida and realizes he never loved Amineris. They find out zoser is the bad guy and He dies. Radames and Aida are Exicuted together and Meet agian in an after life of themselves at the end of the play. Lol Weird right well I thought it was pretty cool For one there is alot of Sword fighting Which suits me totally...    BLAZE!!!!!

I'm in florida....Wait WHAT!!!!!!

Hey guys How be you long time no talk Ladidadida... Anyway yeah I am in Florida Lol. it is pretty cool and as always I have met alot of cool people. For instants there is my slightly Deranged friend Robert , My loud mouth friend Keonte , And my Quite but always fun friend Matt lol. Since I have met them I have started to dance alot...No not ballroom dancing though I know some but hip hop. It is pretty cool If I say so myself but That's just me lol. Well that is all for now tell you more about it later!!!!

Going to my home town

Hey everybody sorry for not posting in a long time. This post is for a church I am not done with CLF. I am going to miss you guys so much you mean alot to me all of you. Well maybe you are wondering were my home town is well it is in Florida with my dad oma lil bro and lil sis. I have had a hard time excepting this but I finally have.

My Pastor(s)

This is about my Youth Pastor and Pastor Chris Craft and Mark Davis. These men are great people for god and have taught me so much. Mark Davis was my mentor teacher and brother in Christ(and still is). Chris Craft was my latest youth pastor but one of my most favorites(other than my dad of course). Both of them have shown me a relationship with god that I never would have thought of before. Thank you

Sanchez & Willie (Squag Swad)

Sanchez & Willie(Kryst Lyke)G. Prince II are some of the coolest people I have met they have changed my life allot. Thanks to Willie I have gotten a chance to be in a leadership position out side of my church. Sanchez is hilarious and has an amazing story(but once you get him started he doesn't stop...JK). Through Willies minestry SWAGG I have made a lot of friends and connections.

JUST WANTED TO SAY YOU GUYS ROCK!!!!!!

My Mom and Dad

My mom is an amazing person.She is a  Entrepreneur and my dad is a jack of all trades. I love them alot because... Well they raised me for one. They also taught me to love God and be kind (though my Sisters and Brother would disagree). They are Epic people.



THANK YOU!!!!!!!!

Epic People 1

Ok so these next 5-6 post will be about people I find amazing and how they have affected me. The first one is Brooke Nicole Morgan. She is a writer(her book is amazing), Lover of christ, and a dancer. When I first met her I truely thought her to be strange and unusual, but I cant really say anything because I am weird my self. I met her at a Junior Bible Quiz match we were both runners so we had a lot of free time. During that time I got to know her a little better. After that I did not think of her or see her for 2-4 month. Until she saw me at Youth Camp in the breakfeast line. During that week I thought it kinda weird that she liked me(Her freinds had told me she liked me ALOT). I found it weird because I was 15 and she was 13 so I thought she was alittle young. Well after Youth Camp we keep in touch a little by Face Book, and I didn't see her agian till 3 months later at Teen Bible Quiz. After that we started to get to know each other better, and as I got to no here I found that though she could be a little inmature some times(which who isn't) She was very mature for her age. It is funny as I look back at it it seems God kept on throwing her back into my life. The reason I find Brooke epic is not because she is very good looking or that she is funny or cute, but that through it all I could see here faults mistakes and stuff but also her love for christ and power God has given her.

Things I Like ALOT!!!!

1. Spending time With my FREINDS
2.Worshiping My One and ONLY GOD
3.Chillin with my youth group
4. Getting A message from Face Book or a letter From A Special Someone =D
5.Hugs
6. Fellowship with my church
7. Playing my drums
8.Annoying my siblings
9.(This is for my little sister Juju) ZOMBIE LAND (never seen the movie)
10.Don't let the Mexican set fire to the rain ( Insider)
11.My MOM whom is very epic for editing my blog
12. My dad for being a great mentor and Epicly AMAZING father.
13. Last but not least my favorite number(and my moms) My Abuela, Oma, and Grammie
14. Okay so not last one Also Brooke Nicole Morgan

My Home

When I talk about My Home I don't mean the place I live in but the place that I feel safe and happy. For instance Right now my home is in Alabama even though I live in Florida. When I am at home I am myself although I am working on being myself were ever I go.

A Really Surprising and Pretty Epic Friends

OK so this is about two people that 1. Do not know each other 2. I am not sure they know how much they have effected my life and 3.Have any amazing relationship with God. The two people I am talking about are Lee Moony And Dexyta Martz. I met Lee in middle school and at first I thought he wa a bully and considered him one of the popular kids. I didn't really get to know him till the grade I am in now(10th Grade). See it seems to me that he really started to change in the 9th grade but I wanted to be cautious. I wasn't sure he had changed(Fail on my part) but during over the school year I have started to talk to him alot more. I consider him a great brother in Christ and hope to continue to know him and see him grow in christ.


Dexyta Martz I have gotten to know through conversations on Twitter more than anything but I plan on visiting her(if I still talk to her after I graduate to college). As I talk to her I learn alot about how here life is compared to mine. In many ways it is the same but still really different. Every time  I talk to her I feel very uplifted and happy I love talking to her.  

THESE PEOPLE ARE EPIC FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!(and this is only two of the friends that I find epic eventually you will hear about all of them but anyway C'ya)

Drumming Dancing And ... Modeling!?!?!?!?!?!

Hey so last weekend I was at a concert that my friend Kryst Lyke was preforming at and since it was a rap concert I would stand behind people and Dance. Afterwords I was goofing off with a couple of friends and we start dancing. When one of my friends try to do a move and fails I do it and at that time one of the artist that was there saw me and asked if I wanted to dance in his music video that he was going to do. I was like"um SURE.". Also there where these um I guess talent scouts one for modeling another for musicians and singers. At first I went up to them to sign up to when a bag  (which I did win W00T) ,but as I started talking (at first only to the musician scout). She wanted me to preform in this teen expo thing again I was like "SURE". Later after talking to the rap artist I met the modeling Scout. She asked if I did any modeling and of course I said no. She Said "You really should think about it I mean you look very nice and you could make alot of money.". Again "SURE" God gave me alot of opportunities that night and I am excited to see were it goes.

Mother's Ace in The Hole

Have you ever wondered when you get in trouble "How in the world did my parents find out!?!?!?!?!?!". Well that has happened to me a lot and every time my mom would tell me that because she is so close to God that he tells her when something is up. Now I don't think he snitches on us but rather tells our parents "Hey (Insert name here) looks like he/she did something.". When he does this we are as good as dead (Figuratively speaking) because after a little searching our parents always find out no matter what. So if your reading this and afterwards decide to do something you know is wrong or your parents don't want you doing (which is wrong too) remember the Ace they have.

Beauty in the Eye of the Beholder

You know when your at home alone and your sitting there in front of a mirror or even when your just going to the rest room. You look at your self and get disappointed because of what you see, but you have to remember that God doesn't look at the outside as much as the inside. God made all his creations in his image so by calling your self ugly you also call God ugly. You might not mean to but you do. Think About It

Im Ugly...NO You Are Beautiful

Ello this is one of my few soap boxes any way as the tittle explains I believe that you may consider yourself ugly ,but that's a lie. See in the bible God said that you were wonderfully and beautifully made so if you say your ugly and I don't know you but I hear you say that I will turn around and tell you that is a lie. So next time you think your ugly or someone call's you ugly tell them God made me this way and he likes me.

It may not seem like it but I do love you

1 John 4:20-21

New International Version (NIV)

²⁰ Whoever claims to love God yet hates a brother or sister is a liar. For whoever does not love their brother and sister, whom they have seen, cannot love God, whom they have not seen. ²¹ And he has given us this command: Anyone who loves God must also love their brother and sister.

Hey so this one obviously is talking about the verse here(courtesy of my friend Kryst Lyke ). I got the idea will I was talking to my little brother Tymothie one time in the morning. See every morning i'm the one who has to get up early and wake everyone up for school and so one morning (well most mornings) when i woke Tym up I got angry because he would not stay awake. Later i realized that if I want my siblings to like me and actually trust me as a brother I had to change so before we left I told Tym (yum yum) that "though it may not seem like it I do love you ." and of course he was like SURE in his sarcastic manner.That just got me angry all over again, but anyways what i'm trying to say is ... At times we may be going through hardships and wondering "God why did you leave me like this it seems like you don't love me any more.". Really all the while God is trying to tell you "I am still here and i do love you.". Don't count God out when things get tough.

Fully Alive

When I say Fully Alive if any of you are Flyleaf Fans you might think i'm talking about the song. Well I kinda am See the idea for this post came from listening to the Song "Fully Alive" by Flyleaf. The lyrics to the chorus is what I want to show you this is what they say...

Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive
And she knows how to believe in futures

It's talking about living life to the fullest and having faith that God has a future for you. Now this is just my twist to it but it makes a lot of sense to me.